anointing hands

“I feel the healing
hands of God
touch my heart
and kiss my soul.” 
― Harley Kin

In a wave of explosive energy,

love splashed over my heart as I stood gazing into their eyes-

each bearing their own pain, their own hope, their own perspective

and

I opened my heart 

to them

in front of them

in a way I never imagined.

As I looked I could feel waves of tears rolling up in my eyes in the same explosive energy as the love that was splashing all over me,

moving over me

touching me

in the crevices of my heart 

where my deepest hurt had resided for many years.

Perhaps

to the eyes not visioning through a God lens

it was just standing

standing up and saying

I'll do that job

but

ah...

my world view was so different and it felt much bigger than just standing up

looking out

ah..

it felt like hope and love and grace

and

acceptance wrapping around me at once.

....

tiny little drops of love balm

slid down into the places 

where 

I had been hurting for many years

oozed into the little cracks 

left by my broken dreams,

rejected gifts,

unrealized self preservation

dripped into me

as the aroma of anointment

rose up.

I don't know how I came

to stand

stand before

these folks so full of love

don't know how my journey brought me

to that place in time

that moment in reality

when 

love,

hands,

healing

and

my heart 

got all wrapped up in a gift of hope.

I don't understand it

but

as they put on their hands

little electrons

moved

moved through me

and 

for a tiny moment

for that was all I could stand

I 

was 

touched

by love,

hands,

energy

dare I say God

and for just a moment

shalom

it infused me

and

I was whole

and

I

I am most thankful for the moment.

blessings on this Tuesday

be a great day.