Life Force....thing one, two and three

There is a vitality,

a life force,

an energy, a quickening,

that is translated through you into action,

and because there is only one of you in all time,

this expression is unique.

Martha Graham

Moving, pulsing,

shooting,

pulling me,

encouraging me,

beckoning me,

from deep within side

of me

is

this

incredible

"thing"

it is like

"thing one, two and three"

all

rolled up into one

and

if that

sounds a bit

theological

perhaps

it is

in

its own sense.

There is an incredible thing

an

unseen

force

of sorts

that

pulses

out of my heart

enters my head

changes

my emotion

and

roots my energy.

I do not

understand IT--thing one two and three---

can't quite fathom

IT

can't even

see

IT

but yet I can feel IT

in some strange mystical way.

IT

doesn't make sense to me

I can ignore it

but

just as soon as

I discover

i have pushed IT

as far as I can push IT

IT happens

the quiver starts

the pulse appears

beginning slowly and

then

the surge

of force

that at times feels

the wind of a tornado

swirling

and twirling

and

keeping me unsettled--it rises up and messes up my neat little abode.

IT

is part of me

even when I choose to ignore

IT

beckons me to move toward goodness

off my unique gifts

a bit at a time

let IT

move from me

to

thee

sometimes

on a good day

I am free to let IT out

allow that mystical electrons

to

move

quiver

escape

if you will

into the universe

after that

I have nothing to do with it

mystical life force

moving forth

bouncing around

hitting you

and  him and her...

I suspect it happens that way all the time

goodness that is

hope rising up

from the depths of our skepticism

faith meeting fool

grace washing over us like

the drop of water that hits the puddle,

tiny ripples moving out

running into

mixing and becoming part....

IT

I don't understand IT

don't even trust IT

but

IT

pulses

through me

thing one, thing two and thing three

IT changes me

It changes the world.

IT is what IT is

what IT was

what IT will always become

I am learning

a bit each day

to

once again

trust

in the

force

the IT force

that runs through my veins

and

I feel

my heart beginning to hum once again.

Have a great Monday morning..

blessings

The radical rambler