Life.......What is believable?????

“If you stumble about believability, what are you living for?

Love is hard to believe, ask any lover.

Life is hard to believe, ask any scientist.

God is hard to believe, ask any believer.

What is your problem with hard to believe?”
 ― Yann Martel, Life of Pi

Life

in all its' glory

can

and

is
 difficult to understand,

sometimes

everything about it is too hard to believe in...

too hard comprehend

too hard

fall into wholeheartedly

too hard  

to take leaps of faith

and

LIVE fully!

sometimes we succeed..

sometimes

we learn lots about ourself..

sometimes..

it just doesn't work out.

Life

the layers unfold,

exposing us

to the world.

sometimes

others see pieces of our self that

we try to ignore,

pieces we have a hard time seeing,

the peel back

unfold

works

showing us

who we can be

the process in itself is beautiful

and

painful

all at the same time.

some days I love living..

other days..

well the alternative is not the best option.

Living...

questions race through my mind,

doubts flood my every thought...

What is believable?

I don't know....

Today...

I'm just trying to live it...

trust the process

and

BE...

Be all that I was created to be...

It is a process

it involves a leap of faith....

it involves interacting,

don't understand it...

sometimes

question

the reality of it all...

this thing...

this being that I am

where did i come from

what is my purpose..

i search and search and

want the answers right now..

truth

is

it is a slow peel

a process

that can't be speeded up....

we just have to trust....

trust in what is not believable.

today

i choose that....

happy Sunday

and

blessings.