"I lay flat on my back and looked up into the darkening sky. How sad it would be, I thought, if we humans ultimately were to lose all sense of mystery, all sense of awe. If our left brains were utterly to dominate the right so that logic and reason triumphed over intuition and alienated us absolutely,
from our innermost being,
from our hearts,
our souls."
Jane Goodall, "A Reason to Hope"
There is a tension in side of me,
a struggle between the left and right,
my scientific mind thinks in logical, analytical patterns,
that part----connects the dots in a linear fashion,
doing experiments and collecting data and watching and waiting,
weighing and measuring.
The other side of me,
that creative side that I'm just learning to free
can look at just about anything,
see the splash of colors mixed together,
see the inter connective nature of the universe,
feel the dirt under my feet and the smell of grass mixed with the pine needles that emit a sweet oil as I walk over them.....and suddenly the creative wonder takes me to a place of Mystery and wonder...
there is a constant battle brewing,
a constant need to explain and know and understand,
the thinker in me seeks a resolve and uncover the myth,
so that the human mind can understand,
explain away....
and
then
without rhyme or reason,
in the midst of an ordinary kind of day,
something amazing reaches out,
grabs hold and suddenly
that
ordinary thing,
a small plant or some other thing,
goes from a simple kind of thing to
something so multi-layered and complicated that
the only word to describe the awe I feel is
sacred Mystery....
and
suddenly
the scientist in me
sits back for just a moment
and says,
hum....
perhaps...
and
for just a sliver of a moment,
a second in time,
the energy of the Mystery swirls around me,
bubbles up from somewhere ancient
and
infuses
my being with wonder.
I can't explain something that words can't describe,
and
to do so in a sense would minimize the
"burning bush kind of moment"....
today
I stood,
gazed at the color,
the intricate detail,
the splashes and the connection of life to each other
and
The Great Mystery came to visit
and
she
stirred within me a passion and zeal and wonderment
stirred my being up and mixed it all together..
and
for that
on this Sunday morning...
for
me
that was worship in itself
all balled up in a small fraction of a second.
May each of you...
be bathed in a splash of the Mystery on this day
and
may She Stir
up the Mystery in You.
Hugs and Blessings,
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1 Comments:
Beautiful! Have the same inner tussles, between that ever logical, "afraid to believe" brain, and the heart and spirit that are determined to keep magic alive. I think I'll have to believe in magic and mystery if I have to make it out of this world, with my sanity intact.
Enjoyed your post very much.
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