returning........
“And the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.”
T.S. Eliot
As a young child,
I spent hour upon hour,
out behind my grandfather's house,
swinging in an old tire swing,
sailing to the sky,
twirling and kicking,
underneath that old oak tree
right beside the railroad tracks.
I'd watch as the train cars went by,
see the passenger car
and
wonder
where they were going,
what they did
who they were
and
as quickly as they passed
I'd be back at it again,
swinging
and
dreaming
and imagining
all the while
taking in the wonder of leaves,
feeling the grass under my feet,
staring at the clouds
and
thinking about the places I might go
someday.
Living in a chaotic world
gives rise
to a longing deep within...
a longing to return
for just a few short minute,
to be carefree,
to sit
for an hour or so
stare at the sky,
kick
my feet
and
return to a place
of long ago
when time
went slow and being
was easy....
It looks inviting,
I'll say that for sure....
being that is...
next time I pass...
I'm gonna stop
and
be....
just for a few minutes...
that is...
Stop and breath and swing and rest
hump day is over...
weekend is coming...
blessings
and
hugs..

2 Comments:
I could have written this post!
: ) Imagine that!!
I have often used the quote by T.S. Elliot. It describes my journey so well....over and over again.
I to used to sit on a swing at my grandparents, watching the train pass. I would count the cars and I would wonder where they had come from and to where they were going.
I loved waving at the engineer and the man in the caboose.
Passenger trains...grandpa and I would create stories about the people riding in the trains. What they had packed and who they were with. Where they were going and where they were coming from.
Every so often, a train would stop. If I was very very luck the engine or caboose would be within walking distance. Of course, if the train sat to long, my uncle would become a bit edgy since the track split his farm.
Once, in high school I wrote a story about the sounds I would hear while swinging in the swing that was moved to our farm once my grandfather died. By then, there weren't as many trains...but I never out grew my fascination. The trains connected me with my beloved grandfather. Even without him by my side....I continued to weave stories.
Thanks for tweaking my memory banks this evening,, Pam.
Many Blessings ~ Sandi
I love LOVE your picture. Says so much. You're right...that's what I remember about my childhood too. Not the specifics that you mention, but the ability to lose myself in the moment. The blue sky, and the pleasure of just being. With no thought to the next moment or the one past.
Love the pic and the post.
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